I left when the lights were low
I woke up and I had so far to go
and I sat down for a moment, yeah I sat down for a moment
just to clear my head, just to clear my fucking head of everything I've said


well I left in the middle of the night
I've gotta go I've gotta set this story right
and I built it up so fast, just to realize it's a wreck
oh it's a fortune for a fee but there's a wall hear blocking me
I'll tear it down or scale the top but still wake up saying

I'm in deep, deep trouble
I'm in deep, deep trouble

it's funny 'cause I feel alive but I'm still seeing black and white
and tonight, tonight I find hope, tonight if I cope I'm living out the promises I made
when we were just kids, we live and we lived
I swore I'd never grow up ever at all
and now that we're fucked, we'll see if my trust pays off
and if I can finally see whatever's been blindsiding me

the current's changed but the tide still remains
we can swim 'till we drown or curl up in chains
the captain jumped but I'm not surprised, he was always dishing out bad advice
oh do you really feel how you wanna feel?
you know I love you but I think you've had enough
I know, I know it's rough but still we're right on time despite always letting life just pass us by

I'm in deep, deep trouble
I'm in deep, deep trouble

it's funny 'cause I feel alive but I'm still seeing black and white
and tonight, tonight I find hope, tonight if I cope I'm living out the promises I made
when we were just kids, we live and we lived
I swore I'd never grow up ever at all
and now that we're fucked, we'll see if my trust pays off
and if I can finally see whatever's been blindsiding me
whatever's been blindsiding me
(do you really feel how you wanna feel?)
like a hundred bucks at most
(do you really feel how you wanna feel?)
maybe not but I know that it's my fault
(do you really feel how you wanna feel?)
not tonight but I think I got my start